2. should I go or do I stay?

(While cam lays on his bed staring at his celling)

fuck bro

should I go?

he probably doesn't even want me there and he only said that to be nice.

nobody would even want me there.

no wonder they never reach out anymore.

*cam's phone lights up*

come on bro we are all over at Miznah's you should come it is really fun we are about to watch a movie

*He types back*

alright I will be there.

FUCK, NOW I HAVE TO GO

you know what maybe it won't be that bad I just need to stop being paranoid.

maybe just maybe it will be ok.